All the things I hate revolve around me
I am tired, no, the type of tired whereby sleep could not be my remedy.
I am searching, but searching for what? I am not lost, I am wandering.
I'm still searching for the things I don't know, and that is what makes it real hard.
What am I searching for?
What is lost can be found, if you search hard enough.
POUT LIKE A BOSS! Okay guys hey ho! How has it been most of you are wondering? Well life has been pretty good for me so far. I went through an IG camp and some certain outing with friends. Well I can just sum it up that life isn't perfect but I'm content with it. And hey! Have I mentioned that I started to read again? YES! READING IS GOOD! I mean I don't know why but it just feels nice to read. And yes, new books smells nice!
Well lets start off with the IG camp! Well the camp was pretty nice, getting to know the STA students... (well 99% off them.) and I can really say that they are a really nice bunch of people, mostly rowdy and enthusiastic but what else could you expect from people who wants to join the IG right? (I shall not mention the IG name cause of reasons) and yeah, plenty of laughter and smiles over there. To summarize the whole camp, it was nice :))
Next up I spent loads of my time with the le'quevario talking to them about life and "Catching up"... and some relationship problems... Apparently I made one of them cry, I don't know whether I was being too harsh or just that my words are too cheesy. And so he was upset and saying that " I lost something I didn't even have to begin with", "Why is love so complicated" Why Why Why Why. And all I can just forcefully say to him was. Feelings are what makes you feel(No shit sherlock) and it is that certain emotion that makes you feel that way. You have complete control over it so why stoop down to those kind of emotions right? I mean yeah bro I know how it feels about losing someone you love and etc etc....(Apparently my failed relationships came in handy after all) so yeah. Cheer up ehy bro? In all, life still goes on :D
And its nice to have someone to talk with about these kind of topics. I mean hooray! We have someone that we can relate how we feel.
Also! Part of the class attended Mahy's awesome dance competition and I swear he is one talented dude despite the fact that he only picked up dancing for only a year? Hehe. And oh I met a very very very old friend who I knew online for about 3 years at the competition. Fated or what? Hahaha, fate works in mysterious ways and I'm glad I met that friend. I mean there will come a time whereby you would just sit down and think through it all, and yeah....Those, Im glad that I met you and you're in my life feeling (its nice to just sit down and talk/think about life and such, for me though).
So yeah I'm currently at RP and I'm studying and I don't know whether this is called procrastination or distraction or whatever you can name it but yeah.... SCHOOL IS STARTING TOMORROW ERMAHGERD! Holidays ended so fast T_T
And after a month of not blogging I'm here again once more.
How is school and life doing for me? Like what I told to so many people, I'm just going with the flow ; Ups and downs.
Well its currently the school holidays and I'm probably procrastinating with a hint of revision in between. You name it, cycling, watching movies, pool, class chalet and so on and so forth.
Well before I forgot I had a class chalet during the late month of May. I can truthfully say that I enjoyed my time there. Though it has only been a few months, the class seems to be really bonded and I'm happy to know that maybe this is fate eh? To be placed in such a wonderful class to start off my poly life. And to be able to know people from different backgrounds, be it rich or poor, good or bad history, but in the end it is what makes up who we are. Probably the class chalet revealed who we really are deep down aside the mask we all wear in class. I've seen how people truly felt about themselves and how they really are when they're left alone with their own mind to think. I can just say that some people are not who you expect them to be..... :)
I'm currently having mixed feelings... And I did told myself that every problem has its solution or equations and I will get frustrated if I can't solve it. I'm just frustrated that I don't know how to solve this problem. I don't know how I ended up in this situation but, yeah it was nice while it lasted ;D